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I am a writer of dark magical realism. All that is visible but rarely seen, all that is real but seems surreal, all that is dark yet radiates light.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

JUDGEMENT JUNCTION

I am judgmental.  I can't help it.  I tried not to judge and in the process I became a liar.  See, I kept my opinions to myself and instead deferred to yours--I told you what you wanted to hear and became a fraud.  In private, my judgments of you came out and in person you saw them in my ever shifting moods and perspectives.

I am opinionated. I am vocal. I am discerning. I am judgmental.

I apologize; I did try but we just can't see eye to eye.  I googled your perspective and I read them and honestly they all sounded like you: rationalizing, avoiding and full of psychosis.

I can't associate with you anymore--your confusion is confusing.  You're so topsy turvy; the motion is making me nauseous.

In order to fully relate to you, I would have to lose myself.

It's not that I was trying to make you feel bad.  But if you are trying to hide from the truth, when you are hit with it you won't feel good.

And if you are reading this: I will keep my mouth shut.  But I do think you are gay.  You said you sucked penis and you loved it.  Embrace it, it's never going away.

4 comments:

  1. lol............That was brilliant yet hilarious!

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  2. @preternatural: it wouldn't help. he's one of those sad creatures that don't see themselves. i mean he likened his sought out dallies with men as being a rape victim.

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